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Sunday, June 9, 2013


水瓶座最怕别人承诺,最怕听见那些许诺,或者说是决定,因为水瓶嘴上说这不信,但是心里却牢牢的记住了。一旦实现不了,特别受伤,水瓶是个防备很强,却容易信任别人的笨蛋,所以总在受伤。


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第六阶段:来自地狱的天使   其实这个第六阶段是我很不愿意看到的一个局面,那就是瓶子被彻底的伤害了。能够伤害瓶子的人只有瓶子身边的人,而且是他不设防、很信赖的人。但就爱情来讲,这个人就是能穿下瓶子手中那只水晶鞋的人。   你爱人家,人家未必爱你啊。如果是那种很平静的分手,瓶子可以保持理智。但是绝对是心死如灰,瓶子就开始把他用来掩饰和骗人的外衣彻底变成自己骨子里的东西,并且认为自己是被爱情抛弃的人。尽管会有人喜欢瓶子、爱瓶子,但是瓶子已经是一堆再也烧不起来的死灰了。从此就寂寞的生活着,也许也会结婚,但是绝对不是那种幸福美满的婚姻,只不过是一种生存下去的方法而已。   但是要是被对方伤害了很深很重的话,可能就发生性质的变化了,对世界的看法也改变了,生活态度也改变了。如果说和自己相爱的人在一起的瓶子是个天使的话。那么被深爱的人伤害的瓶子就绝对是一个魔鬼的信徒了,瓶子不再是那种人畜无害的样子了,而绝对是个来自地狱的天使。因为瓶子自己已经掉进了黑暗的深渊中,退去天使的光环和羽翼,失去这些后的瓶子绝对的伤痕累累,然后装上了魔鬼的角和翅膀,接受撒旦的洗礼。   可能会伤害所有接近瓶子的人,有点六亲不认的感觉了。瓶子第一个伤害的就是自己,因为不把自己变得堕落了,瓶子是无法颠覆自己以前的一切的。但是瓶子用一个微笑让身边所有人进入瓶子的幻术中,你们看到的还是那个和以前没什么不同的瓶子,但是这都是假的。瓶子比以前还会掩藏和欺骗了,而且再也没有人可以看到瓶子的真心,更别提治愈它了。此时的瓶子已经不要阳光了,甚至会对一切美好进行颠覆,冷笑着摧毁它们。瓶子不相信的东西要在这个世界上消失,至少在瓶子可以驾驭的范围之内连同自己一起毁灭。这是一种情绪达到超出理性控制范围的时候,但是事后瓶子肯定会后悔不迭,然后以泪洗面。   瓶子之所以会变成这样都是因为已经把自己的真心和感情全都付出了,一旦付出就再也拿不回来,别指望瓶子成为凤凰,可以涅磐重生。浴火后的瓶子剩下的只有一个从里到外都被巨大黑暗侵占的躯壳。但是我觉得这是因为瓶子对那个适合自己水晶鞋的人还不够痴心的原因,如果百分之百痴心的话,瓶子也不会变成这种危险品的,而是一个从地狱归来的天使。在彻底的失去了希望后,真的变成那种看似潇洒不羁的人,而这次的逍遥洒脱下掩藏的不再是无奈,而是绝望。   这是说瓶子和这个适合瓶子水晶鞋的人在一起的两种情况,还有一种是无法在一起时的情况,那就是第七阶段。


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Tuesday, November 6, 2012


总是有那么一个人,会把你气的直跺脚,把你伤的直哭,把你弄得像个疯子,但是只要他说句什么,你就又会笑的最甜。 打心底爱一个人,会爱到连自己都控制不了,哪还有功夫管爱到八分好,还是十分好;打心底爱一个人,希望他一切都好,希望他不会难过,更怕他因自己伤心或失望,甚至宁愿做错事的人是他,受伤的是自己。 我沉默,不代表我不介意。只是不想把伤口揭露于人前。 李大仁之所以让人感动,因为不管在何时何地,程又青都是他的第一顺位。而我们所需要的,也是如此。找一个担心失去自己的,找一个不会放弃的,找一个不管经历多久依然在你身边的。 在你面前我无须掩盖什么东西    因为你懂我的点点滴滴    我只是来不及 承认自己    然而当他的手挥舞在我的肩臂    突然你的眉间多了一丝严厉    而在你眼里找到的却是怜惜   


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你总是一副不在意的样子   
在我面前笑嘻嘻   
话语如儿戏   我对你充满疑意   
然而当他的手挥舞在我的肩臂   
突然你的眉间多了一丝严厉   
而在你眼里找到的却是怜惜   
你转过身去 拳已攥紧   
你承认吧 你需要我   
可你需要更多的是勇气   
你害怕失去 更害怕一个人的孤寂   
我承认了 我需要你   
选择友谊是对爱情的逃避   
试着抛开怀疑   
因为我已经无力在抗拒   
我总是猜不透你的用意   
曾今试图一而再   
再而三读懂你   
如果说我不在意   
那也是一出戏   
这不是秘密   
在你面前我无须掩盖什么东西   
因为你懂我的点点滴滴   
我只是来不及 承认自己   
你承认吧 你需要我   
可你需要更多的是勇气   
你害怕失去 更害怕一个人的孤寂   
我承认了 我需要你   
选择友谊是对爱情的逃避   
试着抛开怀疑   
因为我已经无力在抗拒   
看不清 弄不明   
我不想再猜测什么   
只要听你说 我需要你...........   
你承认吧 你需要我   可你需要更多的是勇气   
你害怕失去 更害怕一个人的孤寂   
我承认了 我需要你   
选择友谊是对爱情的逃避   
试着抛开怀疑   
因为我已经无力在抗拒   
承认吧 你需要我   
可你需要更多的是勇气   
你害怕失去 更害怕一个人的孤寂   
我承认了 我需要你   
选择友谊是对爱情的逃避   
试着抛开怀疑   
因为我已经无力在抗拒


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Wednesday, October 17, 2012


-有人说每一次告别,天上就会有颗星又熄灭。 -如果时间能倒流,我还是会选择爱你。 -会不会觉得,越是迁就一个人,那个人越得寸进尺。 -其实忘掉那个人不难,难的是忘掉与那个人一起拥有的回忆。 -关机了一整天,最伤人的不是一封简讯都没有,而是一封简单的简讯,叫你帮忙一些事 -"我们只是朋友"比"我不认识他"还要更伤人。 -每次,我沉默的时候,你总会问我怎么了,我总是回答我没事啊,其实我是在等你发现,发现因为爱你的悲伤。 -明明知道你对我的好只是调情的好,卻该死的爱上了你。 -可笑如我,自知依旧不舍而不能自拔,聪明如你,明知我渐渐沦陷而不阻止。 后悔当初,已知过往不再浮现于眼前 -有没有一瞬间,你曾想过我? -如果你给我的,和你给别人的一样,那我就不要了。


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【给水瓶座的第271信】有人说水瓶很绝情,那是你们不知道Ta绝情的下一秒是撕心裂肺的心痛;有人说,水瓶不愿相信人,那是你们不知道水瓶有多讨厌谎言.水瓶有善辩的口才,可被别人误会的时候却不爱解释,不要问为什么,就是不爱解释。水瓶是由极端混合而成的矛盾体,自信又自卑,热情如火又冷若冰霜。 【给双鱼座的第271信】双鱼喜欢怀旧,很是专情。可以温柔如水,也可以寒冷如冰。鱼儿的性格如水,可以缓缓温柔,也可以汹涌澎湃。要鱼怎么对你,这取决于你怎么对鱼。鱼儿很缺乏安全感,总是自我矛盾,多少会有些强迫症,多少会在夜晚独自悲伤。坚强在外面,失落不让人看见。这就是我的星座,双鱼! 【给水瓶座的第270信】水瓶座对朋友是没有性别概念的,如果他把对方当作朋友,就会不拘小节大大咧咧,让很多人都误以为水瓶花心随便.其实水瓶对爱非常忠诚,在热恋中,一旦确定对方对自己超出友谊的范围,水瓶会很自觉地保持距离.不得不提的是,其实大部分水瓶对非自己人的触碰是非常反感的。 【给双鱼座的第270信】双鱼最大的不足就是:感情用事,动了情就会天真白痴啰嗦粘人相信人;有些保守,常常吃醋;死要面子;好冷战;受了伤就会消失,即便站在你的面前,也会让你冷得不行。所以,不要欺骗伤害她,因为双鱼是善良的没心眼儿的人,你只要给个充足的理由打消鱼的疑虑那么鱼就被你俘虏了。


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Monday, September 24, 2012


我等你 一直一直等你 我在这里等你 其实只是为了积累足够多的失望 多到能说服自己戒掉对你的暧昧幻想..


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Monday, September 3, 2012


An Aries person is difficult to ignore, highly competitive, hard to beat, in sufferably annoying, but strangely likeable. Aries people are ‘doers’ rather than ‘talkers’. They are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later, sign of the zodiac. Aries are assertive, direct, and straightforward, but this also means that they can be aggressive, blunt, or impatient They will usually have very steady eyes. Try out-staring an Arien, and you’ll soon know what I mean. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow. Perhaps the reason so many Capricorns have such a genuine sense of humor is that they understand seriousness so well. They instinctively accept the need for hard work, responsibility and structure, and their adeptness at humor creates the necessary balance of comic relief. Before you write off your Pisces friends as ‘way out’ or some kind of incurable dreamers, there’s more you should know about the natives of this watery, mysterious sign. First of all, they can be giving, even self-sacrificing, to a fault. After all, who was it who answered your call in the middle of the night to rescue you from being stranded with a flat tire, or lent a sympathetic ear when you really needed it? Pisceans can never say no to a friend if his need is genuine, and even if sometimes it’s not so genuine. HAH! So true xD Pisces/Aquarius – Rising Sign by Jim D’Amato Your spirit is that of the crusader or missionary, helping those who are in need of your help and converting those souls to your beliefs who don’t, sometimes by force. Religion of the fundamentalists nature seem to be very important to you, so much so that you may pursue a career in the field. You have an incredible mind and are at the same time both a humanitarian and very cynical. Judging those that need your assistance as being of a weaker ilk than yourself. An attitude of superiority does not serve you well. Learn not to be so condescending to people and you will achieve much greater successes in life. Otherwise you may have very few friends. You believe in the Establishment but take it to course on many issues, especially the changes that you see are needed for it’s future preservation. You like being the pillar of the community, have many very conventional values and may try convincing others of the correctness of your path in life. You should beware the dark side of life because you may find it very interesting. Ghosts and goblins that illusionary side of life are things you could become totally fascinated with. You may also live in your own little world and may have a very private social life bordering on the strange. In love and relationships, you are caring, loyal, passionate and romantic. You enjoy companionship and family’s. You will probably select a mate based primarily on their adherence to your humanitarian values.


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Wednesday, August 29, 2012





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I could stare at you forever and I could be with you forever. Yeah, time you took notice how much you mean to me.


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试 验 --之一 他们说 在水中放进 一块小小的明矾 就能沉淀出 所有的 渣滓 那么 如果 如果在我们的心中放进 一首诗 是不是 也可以 沉淀出所有的 昨日 试 验 --之二 化学课里 有一种试纸 遇酸变红 遇碱变蓝 我多希望 在人生里 能有一种试纸 可以 先来替我试出 那交缠在我眼前的 种种 悲 欢 摘自《席慕容诗集》


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在我心中蕩漾的 是一片飄浮的雲 你盡管說吧 說你愛我或者不愛 你盡管去選擇那些難懂的字句 把它們反反覆覆地排列開來 你盡管說吧 朋友 你的心情 我都會明白 你盡管變吧 變得快樂或者冷漠 你盡管去試戴所有的複雜的面具 走一些曲折的路 你盡管去做吧 朋友 你的心情我都會明白 人世間 盡管有變遷 朋友裡 盡管有難測的胸懷 我只知道 朋友 你是我最初和最後的愛 在迢遙的星空上 我是你的 我是你的 永遠的流浪者 用漂泊的一生 安靜的守護著 你的溫柔 和你的幸福 可是 朋友 漂流在恆星的走廊上 想你 卻無法傳遞 流浪者的心情啊 朋友 你可明白 愛你 永遠


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初相遇 美麗的夢和美麗的詩一樣 都是可遇而不可求的 常常在最沒能料到的時刻裡出現 我喜歡那樣的夢 在夢裡 一切都可以重新開始 一切都可以慢慢解釋 心裡甚至還能感覺到所有被浪費的時光 竟然都能重回時的狂喜和感激 胸懷中滿溢著幸福 只因為你就在我眼前 對我微笑 一如當年 我真喜歡那樣的夢 明明知道你已為我跋涉千里 卻又覺得芳草鮮美 落英繽紛 好像你我才初初相遇 Xi Murong


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Sunday, May 6, 2012


logarithms, inverse functions and quadratic functions. You guys are driving me crazy. Please don't do this to me. Its attempted murder!! I don't want to die so soon.. I have to make a huge dream come true. I really need your help. Please and thankyou :)


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Saturday, May 5, 2012




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I need to stop thinking about you, because I know you're not thinking about me.


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Monday, April 23, 2012


So, its April already. How time flies. I just noticed that I didn't post anything about my life this year. ._. My bad :P Form 4 is such a busy year. With all the new subjects and whatnots. I think Physics and Add Maths hates me. So yeah. Trying to make friends with them. Cause they play a crucial part in paving my dreams. I have huge dreams. Just hope that I can cope with the process. I'm in 4A this year. Jaw dropping. Thought I'd be in B class like last year. When the teacher announced the students in 4A, my heart was pounding so fast. Why? Cause I have that dreaded feeling. That Aquarifish instinct. I'm afraid to be in that class as there's practically no one I know. And. My instincts were actually correct. I could hear my heart thump as I bade Wan Ying goodbye. Goodbye, 3B. Hello, 4A. 4A freaked me out. Almost everyone has a best friend with them. Or at least, a good friend. I felt so.. helpless and lonely. Well, I know Michelle, Sin Yee, Eng Yin, Pei Ru, Rui Qi etc. but that's a different story. My fist official new friend in 4A is Yovisha. She's such a nice person. She even introduced me to the others. :) Then I met Yee Ching, Samuel, Khirujah, Li Anne, Adlyn, Rishika, Marvin, Alex, Sangeetha, Wern Ching, Jun Hui and so many more people throughout these few months. Currently, Jo Lynn sits at my left. Jun Hui is at my right. I normally talk more to Vanessa, Jia Hui, Jo Lynn and the gang sitting at far right, but I hope I'll get to know those in my class better. I'm struggling, juggling, doing all kinds of stuff now. Haha. But one thing I love is being a secretary. I don't know why, it just feels nice to hug a file and jot down stuff at record speed. Life still goes on although I am quite a lonely soul in class. I still go to bk every morning though. And meet Wan Ying, Pei Er, Zian Xiang. Three of my best friends from 3B. And meet Nee Kee and THE GANG during recess. :D Ahh, I love my friends :) OUG is next Saturday. I'm so excited :D Love, Jie Xin


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Wednesday, April 18, 2012


有些事不是我不在意,而是我在意了又能怎样。


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我是一个好人,所以我原谅你。但是我还没有傻到去​再相信你。


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