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Yesterday once more..
Friday, November 12, 2010


If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.


I quote Proffesor Slughorn from Harry Potter..
" Please don't think too badly of me when you see this"

This is exactly the miracle which happened to me.. and my psycho feelings..

11-11-10

Arrived at school. The workers were painting. The whole room smelled of paint, thinner.. Sat there untill meanie arrived. Then helped Vei Lynn give out accesories with Jie Hui. Sat in St John room to watch the worker. Lick Yin asked Pei Kai to jaga us.. Pei Kai went back.. Lick Yin came back.. I asked him to teach me how to play chess but i still don't understand the game at all.. Rehat time, Jie hui was too engrossed in her game of chess so me and Jia Foo went and got something to eat. Closed St John room, went to koperasi..

Came back from koperasi, there was no one at class. With a sigh i turned on the fan and lights, sat down to read my notes about pallor mortis. (Latin pallor: pale, mortis: of death) Wan Jing told me to go to bilik jahitan.. oh yea.. today got ERT.. You know the path with the door that connects the upstairs bilik jahitan with the form 1 block, I'd always like to walk through there, especially when it is noon and the sun shines its warm golden colour, it feels like the gates to heaven. and all the trees beside it.. oh, its beautiful. It lifts my spirits up. Went i reached there i was again the only person there. Pn.Yeop asked me to go back to class and wait for her. Heaved a sigh, head down, shoulders drooped, sauntered back. I almost had tachycardia when i heard that some pengawas and teachers were looking for them.. 'Are they ok?' i thought. One day i'm going to worry myself sick..

20 minutes later, i was reading about rigor mortis in class (latin: stiffness of death)feeling lonely. Trixie , Evelyn and Jenny appeared. Trixie came over and said ' Jie Xin this is yours' while plonking a cold bottle of 100 plus on my table. 'Why didn't you go to the class party?' whoops.. my bad.. i didn't know where they were as i was at koperasi..

So, Amanda invited me over to play a game of.. friends? It involves picking a scrap of paper with a name on it and see who is your future friend and etc. very fun as Wan Shin kept us laughing.

Then, we went to the back and played 'hamburger'. Again, we laughed untill our stomachs ache, faces red, tears in eyes, and joy in heart. I have never laughed so hard before, since..since.. i don't remember.. anyway, since a long, long time ago. Then Trixie told me i got good grades for ERT. Zheng Yuan went and got us(everyone in class) Choki-choki. *ringg.. time to go home :) nice day...


If you're like me, the type of people that doesn't evade sadness but sadness curls itself on you and hangs on, I believe there will be that one day i will pull out a gleaming, jewel encrusted sword and slash my unhappiness. it breaks, and i'll be happy forever. :)

To everyone who is experiencing any kind of trouble, things are gonna get better and miracles do happen! :)

have to prepare for school now :)
btw i flipped through the form 2 pjk textbook. We'll be studying about CPR next year. Easy if the steps are not changed. :) cardiopulmonary resucitation.. such a wonderful term.. so is rigor mortis..

Songs for the day: Nothing Else Better To Do, Save The Day- David Archuleta
Hold my Heart, King of Anything- Sara Bareilles
Tattoo- Jordin Sparks
The last night- Skiller
Dear John, Mean -Taylor Swift


Hasta luego

XOXO, Jie Xin


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