So.. our comp squad results are out, i didn't get in for the 2nd time.. so upset.. but i can't do anything. I agree i'm useless.. When i saw that sms, bursting into tears was the first thing i did.. was too upset.. But, crying does not change anything. I did not cry of remorse. I put in effort, thats why i cried. Cause i put in effort, but it wasn't enough. Why? I did so want to join comp squad. Wanting is useless, you say. But, i worked hard. I did my homework, looked up for new terms, did sit ups when i could've been enjoying. Carpe diem? not today. i feel..sad and confused, no mood.. but i have to try and keep it up, life must go on. I try to brush it off my mind, but it meant the world to me and always will.. i kinda hate myself.. sigh.. c'est la vie , what to do? will have to bear with it another year.. Congratulations to the person whop got chosen! It is a really excellent chance to learn. I hope whoever gets to join appreciates this chance. Cause it means alot to someone who really wishes to join.. be glad you got in and good luck!
the very sad cause she worked hard JX.. :(
sorry for letting u read this depressing post. Will post about my trip to Hong Kong!! Wait for it :) maybe tmr? :DD
P.S i think a heart is like a coconut. When you get all the juice and the flesh out, its nothing but an empty shell. But still strong and tough. And the plastic wrapping outside is to keep it from crumbling. Makes sense, eh? And it has 3 layers too, like the heart. Seems like my reading of the first aid manual and listening to Cpl Ng and Pn Tan paid off.. will explain why i think that..later.. nites..
So.. our comp squad results are out, i didn't get in for the 2nd time.. so upset.. but i can't do anything. I agree i'm useless.. When i saw that sms, bursting into tears was the first thing i did.. was too upset.. But, crying does not change anything. I did not cry of remorse. I put in effort, thats why i cried. Cause i put in effort, but it wasn't enough. Why? I did so want to join comp squad. Wanting is useless, you say. But, i worked hard. I did my homework, looked up for new terms, did sit ups when i could've been enjoying. Carpe diem? not today. i feel..sad and confused, no mood.. but i have to try and keep it up, life must go on. I try to brush it off my mind, but it meant the world to me and always will.. i kinda hate myself.. sigh.. c'est la vie , what to do? will have to bear with it another year.. Congratulations to the person whop got chosen! It is a really excellent chance to learn. I hope whoever gets to join appreciates this chance. Cause it means alot to someone who really wishes to join.. be glad you got in and good luck!
the very sad cause she worked hard JX.. :(
sorry for letting u read this depressing post. Will post about my trip to Hong Kong!! Wait for it :) maybe tmr? :DD
P.S i think a heart is like a coconut. When you get all the juice and the flesh out, its nothing but an empty shell. But still strong and tough. And the plastic wrapping outside is to keep it from crumbling. Makes sense, eh? And it has 3 layers too, like the heart. Seems like my reading of the first aid manual and listening to Cpl Ng and Pn Tan paid off.. will explain why i think that..later.. nites..
A girl who loves to daydream. currently studying at SMK Seafield. Archieholic. Born on 19th February. Mixture of Aquarius and/or Pisces.
Loves my friends that stick by me through thick and thin, my family and everyone out there...
Dreams to go to the Louvre museum, Espana, and maybe travel round the world?? Oh, and meet David Archuleta in person..
My ambitions are.. to be a doctor. But if I can, I'd love to be a cardiothoracic surgeon. Have to work really hard for that.
sounds impossible.. but i might achieve it.. there's always a chance and time for everything.
I would love to have new friends as it is always nice to have friends.. so.. leave a word on my tagboard please.. :)
For once you have tasted flight you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skywards, for there you have been and there you will long to return.
-Leonardo da Vinci
"Don't ever let yourself believe that the role you play in the lives of other's is not an important one, especially in the lives of the ones you love and who love you. No matter how big or small that role is, or may seem, it's a very important one, and it is one that only you can play." Don't underestimate yourself. Someone out there may need you. -David Archuleta
Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.
Mother Teresa
Every time you see someone in distress, you have the opportunity to work as a team with Heaven's angels. You become the channel for your angels to provide loving care to those in need.-Doreen Virtue
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.
- Groucho Marx
"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world."
-- Albert Einstein
缘分是本书，翻的不经意，会错过细节，读的太过认真，又会流干眼泪。
I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind.
Emily Bronte
Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts.
Charles Dickens
My tears in exchange for your happiness..
