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You walk by, and I fall to pieces... 在乎久了会崩溃..
Sunday, April 3, 2011


Like a ferris wheel.. life keeps on spinning.. spinnng and spinning.. till you feel naseous.. “"All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone is something you'll be quite a lot"” Dr. Seuss The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else. When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven, for that is where your broken heart has been. I lost control.. freaked out under what i hoped was a calm appearance.. why did two of the most important things have to be held away from me in two continuous days?? i was dizzy with thoughts during cpr.. why during cpr??!! and no one was there to talk to.. no, everyone was busy.. felt so helpless.. just me and little anne.. with her problematic 'lung'.. and me..crushing her ribcage?? the only thig i was glad about was my bandaging.. which i was very proud of.. if i had to do this last year, it'd been a failure.. thank you to everyone who trained me.. i did not let you down.. I did not have the heart to do anything.. so i went through my compilation of articles.. and looked at congestive heart failures and TB.. I think XDR TB is kinda..interesting.. so i submerged into a TB world..with Something Bout Love playing.. amazingly.. i stopped thinking about my troubles.. even for that few minutes.. phew.. medicine is wonderful.. =) will go.. have some phenethylamine-containing chocolate.. 天青色等烟雨 而我在等你 炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸 就当我为遇见你伏笔 ... 练习着微笑去掩饰那悄然滑落的眼泪。


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